Thank you for those kind words.❤️
I have mixed feelings about this. :( I’ll miss him snapchatting me even after knowing I was upset and mad at him and I wanted nothing to do with him.
I think I’m more hurt now knowing he has no way of contacting me, or trying at the very least.
But I had to, my head would get all weird everytime I saw his name popped up on my phone.
He knows where I live if he really wants anything. But even then, I’m too proud to be his friend again, even if I miss him with all my heart. All. My. Heart.
I just want to forget him, and him snapping me, wasn’t helping at all. I had to.
So i got out of a job interview for a job I kinda really want and It seemed soo cool. The lady, said “are you okay with doing kinda illegal things” and I’m like wtf “yeah of course” - “cool because my coffee is kind of a special coffee” (I think she meant booze? Lol)
Hahaha. Okay. I really hope I get the job and I hope I don’t get drug tested! 😱😥 #CrossingMyFingers #praying #hoping
So, there’s this guy I met earlier during last week. We were geeking out about comic con and soon discovered how much of doctor who and sci fi fans we are and I was SO thrilled to find another whovian (who isn’t?!).
After a while, we discovered we LIVED IN THE SAME CITY. Holy. Crap. What. Is. This. A whovian where I live?! I live in a shithole city full of stupid people that don’t know how to appreciate the good things in life. He’s the second whovian I’ve met in my city. (The other one is Christina whom I met earlier in college. Shout out to her!).
But anyway, besides this, he’s a good ol country boy who loves country music & a proud Texan, AND to add to this, he FUCKING smokes pot. I literally did the happy dance when he said that! A whovian, country boy, who smokes. Oh and he’s going to graduate with his comp sci degree in the winter (my first college major and passion). Plus, PLUS, he has shoulder length hair! Jesus. Christ. I think I’m in love and I haven’t even met him yet. He’s super sweet and is even picking me up for our first hang out tomorrow. This guy, has checked out half of my list of my dream guy. But as of now he’s my new bfffffff!
I’m so giddy.
Although I told him before I knew he smoked, that I didn’t want anything with anyone right now, he said respected that but to not put him in the friend zone because he wanted a shot with me whenever I was ready. Isn’t he cute or what?!
This is like my first time ever to do this, and I’m absolutely glad it happened. I’m absolutely glad we were in the same place at the same time in the doctor who forum! Is this a sign? Haha idk but it makes me happy, we talk and skype all day everyday. :) for real though, I missed those butterflies.
He’s such a good guy, such a good friend, I’m not surprised he’s worried of getting friend zoned. I hope I don’t end up doing that unwillingly. :/